He watched her fall asleep quickly, comfortably. She truly did trust him. It was not nearly the same as it had been in the cell, where she had slept due to necessity and trusted him only not to kill her. Now she trusted him beyond that, with her body, and her well being. And it wasn't only trust, that's what was killing him. His primal desires were going haywire. He wanted to take her, god he wanted to take her as he leaned in closer to her neck, take a deep inhale through his nostrils, taking in all that it offered and shivered. The neck was such a delicate and sensual place. Not only was it a direct source to the blood part of him craved, it was also where a lot of pheromones were released that he could pick up, and she was definitely calling to him.
He let her call to him and resisted it mostly. He took it all in, getting accustomed to it. From what she had said, he figured the only way to avoid another situation like earlier would be to leave, and that wasn't an option. Also, he wasn't entirely sure he wanted to avoid the situation, just hurting her. So, he was going to gain some control while being particularly close to her. He moved slowly, as not to wake her, and wrapped his arms and tail around her, nuzzling directly into her neck. She moaned softly in her sleep, and he took in the subtle noise and let it fully affect him as he played in his mind more or less what he had done earlier, and it had its effect. Indisposed, he couldn't hep but nibble on her earlobe softly for a few seconds, and he felt her shudder and press back into him. Instantly he felt himself begin to lose focus, as his vampiric side began to kick in, with the urge to bite her. But now he took his time, didn't retreat. She was not tempting him further so he felt confident in his restraint for the moment. He examined this urge, finding it not to be a feeding urge. He wanted her blood, yes. He wanted to drink from her also, but her life was not something he wished to take. No part of him wanted to kill her, and he figured if that was true, then even if he lost control, she would be safe. This made him more comfortable with the fact, but he still wanted some control over it.
He let himself bask in her for hours, both fully aware and in a hypnotic state. Just a couple hours before nightfall he felt her awaken, immediately aware of their position, but her neck would feel nothing of his exploration hours ago. She'd be clueless to anything but his new closeness. After a few moments she smiled softly, mumbling "You had better watch out. If your will is usually this soft, I might take advantage."
He opened his eyes, and smirked. "Oh really, now? And how would you take advantage of me?" He purred in her ear, moving his lips right on the bare of her neck. "And as for my will, if you doubt it, I could simply move away again if you want to test it..." he teased with a little nip. She turned to him, a bit of a serious look in her face.
"Last night you sort've freaked and said it wasn't going to happen. What's with the change of mind? You're confusing me more now that I've come to begin to understand you than when you were a complete mystery..." she spoke softly, looking into his eyes. He frowned softly, not at her so much at the reminder of himself and his seemingly flippant behavior these past hours. He too became serious for a moment.
"I've been letting myself delve into my instinctual sides a bit more than i dad previously while you slept, exploring their nature more, and learning how to lead them more than fight them. I've realized even my worse sides are not quite as evil as i thought, and aren't a direct danger to your life if I'm even half as fed as I am now." He told her with a perfectly sincere tone. "Also, you're right in that you have a say in the matter, and as I've said. It's not that I don't want anything, it was just fear of it hurting you."
With that, she smiled, nodding and kissing him lightly. "Is that so?" She teased, smirking. "I told you I might take advantage." She kissed him again, stronger and deeper, and to that he could respond, pulling her effortlessly closer as he purred within his throat.
"And you tempt danger as you do. Death isn't the only thing that could happen..." He teased as he rolled onto her , gripping her wrists, his claws extended enough just to lightly scratch against her arms as he held her. "You really have no fear of me then?" He asked, letting his fangs grow longer, to a length that was beyond just that of feeding even, meant for attacking. She just grinned back at him.
"Oh, look it's the big bad wolf come to eat me." She teased. "If you'd wanted to hurt me, you'd have done it long ago, you've had the chance more than a hundred fold. Do your worst!" With that she giggled and he mocked a lung at her throat, his fangs retracting as they touched the skin until only his feline's remained, which plunged in barely a couple layers of skin toward to back, well away from any blood vessels. She jumped, relaxing with a soft moan and he could smell her excitement rise. He purred deeply letting the vibrations run through her throat as he did. He felt her shudder, moving both her wrists to one of his feline hands, letting his other lightly claw down her arm and up under her back. She whimpered a little, but it was not a whimper of pain. He continued his assault, scratching down her back and going back to nipping now rather than a long bite. She squirmed beneath him, not out of resistance, but an inability to hold still with this assault.
Her whimpering became a bit more consistent, and he began to nibble on her ear, purring into it right before exhaling. That's when she noticed his tail, sliding around her waist beneath her cloth. Both these slight changes made her begin to moisten under him, a fact his keen nose picked up almost immediately, making him move back quickly, a glint in his eyes as he looked down on her, licking his lips. He would have her, that was certain now. He moved to the front of her neck, placing his mouth over her throat so vulnerable, causing her to excite even more even if she didn't fear him harming her. Just the idea would have a primal result.
Moving back to her ears, he purred before whispering. "I think it is I who shall tank advantage, Kael." He whispered, "So if I'm mistaken in your intentions, you better stop me now before I lose myself won't stop." She moaned softly, thrusting her body into him as much as possible in reply, showing her approval. With little other hint, he moved forward, his hand lightly trailing on the bottom of her shirt. The last time he lifted it, it was to clean her back, and she wouldn't look at him while he did. Now her eyes were fiercely locked on him, waiting for him to continue. Looking away from his face, she could see he was shirtless, a sight that was hardly surprising, but a lot more effective and notable with her on top of her, intent on ravaging her body, much to her delight. His hand moved towards her face, working on removing her shirt now too. She gasped a little chuckle, her face flushed red with excitement and a little bashfulness, but none enough to make her hesitant.
Her newly exposed skin pleased him as he moved to take advantage of it. His hand released her wrists finally, moving to scratch down her back with his other, before gripping her waist softly as his lips and tongue found the V of her neck, caressing it as it worked it's way down to her breasts. He took special care to take his time, his tail now moving under her leggings and encircling a leg softly, the short stiff fur tickling her leg lightly when it moved. She squirmed a bit more at this, and as his tongue found her right breast, could not help to create and elongated thrust of her hips up towards him gently. He grinned, cupping his lips around the top of her breast, teeth lightly pricking the nipple, his tongue lazily lapping it as he purred to cause a moan. His body responded to her thrust in kind by pressing down against it until, despite her pressing upwards, she was held onto the bed, pushing back on her so much.
His hands moved up her sides, wrapping around the back of her arms over her shoulders as he pulled them closer, then himself up, until he straddled her. She looked up at him longingly as he moved lower to take her in a deep kiss. She obliged full-heartedly, her tongue gleefully greeting his, despite the awkward difference in size and texture. But she obliged when he left, moving down her body yet again, stopping briefly at her other breast as his hands moved down, slowly removing her pants as he began to trail down her stomach. She could feel her breath slow severely, her anticipation high, but the fact she wanted him was no doubt. Her actions thus far made it obvious enough to him, and the aromas she was dropping, especially as he grew closer to her pelvis, were beginning to intoxicate him. As he exposed her completely, the aroma hit him two fold, and he was in a daze for a second, shuddering. Her desire was driving him to even higher excitement, and his control to take some time was dwindling. But his desire to make sure she relished every second of this won over, and he moved down, his hands lightly cupped around her legs, as he slid down off the bed, pulling her to the edge as he did.
She obliged, slowly letting her legs drift apart, allowing him access to her, which he took. His tongue found her inside thigh first, causing a stifled whine from her. He grinned, moving down her leg before licking all the way up to her inner thighs again, causing her to stiffen. She whined openly, her fists clenching due to the teases and the blessed coarseness of his tongue. He repeated the process on the other leg and thigh and it was all she could do to hold still, though her whole body shuddered in protest to his teasing. But it didn't last long, as his tongue found her vaginal lips, it's coarse and moist surface meeting her equally moist groin, lapping the skin slowly. His hands stayed clear, for obvious reasons, but his tongue made up for the lack of prying fingers, ever searching. She moaned openly now, her legs wrapping around his shoulders and neck, holding him where she was, though he had no plans of leaving yet. Her smell was intoxicating him and he reveled in it, as he did with her taste. Oh, he definitely wanted her far to much to quit now.
He continued lapping at her lips for a few minutes, causing all sorts of reactions in her until she stiffened, and he could smell the release of several hormones toward him as her legs pulled him into her tightly for her orgasm. He held no complaint as he reaped his reward, lapping up her juices as they came to him in her ecstasy. As she began to relax and her legs no longer held him to her groin, he moved up again, removing his pants as he did, directly above her. She held no protest in her eyes as she smiled softly at him, which pleased him. He let himself down on her, already thoroughly hard, guiding himself into her softy as he purred into her neck. She shuddered, both from the final penetration and the purr taunting her neck again. He started slowly, letting her get accustomed to something inside her again, for he had gathered it had been quite a while before they'd met even that she'd been involved in such an event, and he wanted to give her time to adjust to the penetration before going much further.
In time his thrust picked up speed and power, and his mouth found her neck several times, a rapid series of light attacks in a sort of frenzy before he clamped down onto the back of her neck, again holding fastly but not so much that it'd cause pain. He gave one last final thrust as he came, his penis swelling as he did, and knotting inside her. She gasped in surprise, almost jerking away before he grabbed her thighs firmly, pulling her fully against him and not letting her move. She whimpered in discomfort mixed with a severe flood of warmth. It took a few seconds to realize it was all semen, filling her more than she could have expected, the orgasm more primal and powerful than more refined races needed anymore. This is why the knot came, to hold him in while he continued to release inside her, for almost a minute, and causing her own body to flush with orgasm several times over. His clench on her neck softened as she whimpered in exhaustion and just inability to make another sound for the moment, as he relaxed, finally done coming inside of her, filling her with a warmth she'd never experienced before, but they were still knotted.
He exhaled deeply finally, kissing her neck as he did. "Don't pull away, it'll cause more damage than you'd expect... to both of us." He said softly, licking her neck affectionately, still slightly intoxicated by her smell, but quite fulfilled. He smiled softly, lifting his head enough to look her directly in the eyes.